I believe Angels do cry, when I was young, I felt inside my bones something crying all the time. I felt it in my throat, something kind of like a small person with an open mouth with a funny sound. Kind of like a low pitch, constant noise, dim, but very creepy. It hit me when I would think very hard about something bad in my life, other than that I could have cared less. Did I believe in angels then, No I didn’t.
I was very sick once and had a dream, something that looked like heaven in the distance, like a huge golden castle embedded in the darkness with a bright golden light, which I had never seen before. I was floating towards it but because of something terrible in my life, it was drifting further away. I tried to go faster but then it drifted out of site and I heard that sound again, like an angel crying. There was not a small person in my head, but it was an Angel.
I, for one split second, realized that I had missed becoming being closer to god, and would die in an abyss with out it, and it was so much worse than even death itself. Then I heard that sound again, there was no rejoicing, I had failed. Did I believe in angels after that, No I didn’t.
That is what made my angel cry, I didn’t know love.
Today, here, I don’t hear that sound anymore. At all!
I was very sick once and had a dream, something that looked like heaven in the distance, like a huge golden castle embedded in the darkness with a bright golden light, which I had never seen before. I was floating towards it but because of something terrible in my life, it was drifting further away. I tried to go faster but then it drifted out of site and I heard that sound again, like an angel crying. There was not a small person in my head, but it was an Angel.
I, for one split second, realized that I had missed becoming being closer to god, and would die in an abyss with out it, and it was so much worse than even death itself. Then I heard that sound again, there was no rejoicing, I had failed. Did I believe in angels after that, No I didn’t.
That is what made my angel cry, I didn’t know love.
Today, here, I don’t hear that sound anymore. At all!