Aura Wed Nov 16, 2011 11:11 pm
so true skye. im taught you have to rasie your vibrations and they lower theirs. they live on a faster vibration. i am still at the stage where i am trying to find the ri.ght place to develope. iv been away so last circle was 3 wks ago. but when i am guided into meditation, i have started hearing voices outside in the room and not in my head which id been getting. but then i have heard voices in the late 80s when i popped into a home circle as a visitor. at first it was a lot of murmuring and whispers in the room (not telepathy). i didnt develope and was busy with life but always got premonition dreams that would come true eg train crash, bomb etc. i always said before and then it'd be on tv. as iv now made the decision to now devote myself to develope, i have started hearing as anyone speaking in the room. doesnt happen often. happens when im in a circle and guided in meditation. i had eyes shut and my body went very weightless and i heard a woman speaking to my right and a man talking to my left. i didnt hear clearly what they were saying. im sure once i settle in a circle that feels right, the voices will become clearer. though just over a week ago i was woken up in the middle of the night and a woman was talking to my right, this time the voice was clearer. you can imagine how freaked i was, lol. i turned over and went back to sleep. next day i get conflicting advice. one medium said i should have said 'go away' as they should'nt wake you at night and i obviously do not have my chakras points closed. another person said i should have asked 'who are you?' first and then should have said speak up clearer. but hey! i didnt think of all that when woken in the middle of the nite to hear a woman in a darkened bedroom talking to my right. and i mean voice talking in room and not telepathy. i just turned over, back to whoever it was and went back to sleep. it would seem that with developement i am blessed to be able to hear voices as any normal person talking to you. i already am clairsentient, i sense and get the words and sentences pop into my head. i ask and i get answers back. 2 weeks ago i saw my first aura, not very strong but hazy. was at church sunday and i saw the aura round the medium, a very clear outline of light all over her whole form, even when she moved her hands etc. this lasted the whole service. when the male speaker stood up to talk, i saw his hazily and then it was very clear. i didnt see colour, just a bright outline all over the human form, the head etc. iv talked to someone who has said development will bring more and the voices will become clearer and louder. right now im trying to find the right circle. i dont meditate on my own as iv been warned against it by my mum as just over 2 years ago she did sit with me for about 2months. and in that time within a few weeks i was completely going. all i can say is i remember nothing but i disappear for a length of time eg 45mins and i blink my eyes open and to me its still the same time but i dont realise i have gone. this may mean i have trance mediumship in me? anyhow to cut it short iv been warned for my safety to only develope in circle under a trained leader. im still searching to find the right circle. rang one today that i may pop into and if it feels right il keep going back. il keep posted how things go in the future. its early days for me but what i have got so far is very inspiring. only 2 days ago i felt someone by me and i picked a pen and paper and kept writing what was given (in my head). i spoke back (in my head) and got answers i wrote down. i then gave it to the person whose house i was in then (it was her dad). after writing, i cant remember what is written. i gave her, it made sense to her. i even asked in my head when he went quiet 'is that it?' and i got 'yes, im going now'. and then i was given 2 pictures of scenes which i wrote down. i gave it all to her. she said thank you so much and kept it. it made sense to her. i am excited to know that when i settle in a circle i will only get better. or should i say, my hearing of voices talking outside (not in my head) will only get more better. if that is my path, then i am blessed to be able to hear people in spirit talk just as anyone does in the room as im told many get it telepathy so i am pleased that i have on those few occassions heard them speak in the room with my ears just as you would hear someone living here speak in the room. they say when the pupil is ready the teacher will appear. i pray i find the right circle with the right knowledgeable leader to open up my hearing and my sight in safety. il let you know as and when things progress. Blessings xxx
