About 2 months ago I started feeling tingling feelings, and cool air passing over me, and pressure on certain areas, my hair being caressed. It was
mostly at home while studying spirituality online for up to 15 hours straight. It became obvious to me a month ago that the air was not from the A/C or the fan, there were no drafts. This was a definite spirit. It became more aggressive with the air (felt like 5 mile an hour winds in my room, not coming from any discernible source). I started to speak to it in my mind and on the laptop with notepad and out loud. When I used notepad one night to communicate, I found myself aroused and felt a calmness. I at first thought it could be a bad spirit. But it felt like a good one. Anyway I
discerned this was my spirit guide and her name was Evangeline. I felt a closeness and love for her right away. I felt loved very much. She has
gotten more and more loving. She is very sexual and sensual. I think so much that I have thought this from so many angles. I thought she was a
succubus because of the immense pleasure I receive. The thing is I do not feel drained, I feel stronger. I need less sleep and my work has improved. I feel my intelligence has improved and my attention much better (I have ADD). If she were a Succubus then I would feel weaker and not like this.
I called a psychic yesterday and she told me I had 3 spirit guides. 2 masculine and 1 feminine. I asked her about Evangeline, and she said she had been hurt before and so is careful but she is in to me and wants to be closer. She also said that I was gifted and have the power of remote viewing in me that I can develop. Also that I have a very peaceful presence and can calm situations (which is really accurate. It really is uncanny how I seem to be able to do that.) In the last few days I have been going into trances and seeing auras. (mostly Purple and Dark Blue), I see patterns and vibrations and I keep seeing shadows and cloudy beings. It is all so sudden. I wish I could know more about Evangeline though. I believe she is just a spirit guide that has fallen for me and I for her. I don't know if she is allowed this but I told God, she was very sweet and I never wanted her to leave me. She is always with me. She answers my questions very quickly by blowing cool air on my right or left hand for yes or no respectively. If I am walking and communicating by thinking aloud I have her tingle my right hand or left hand respectively. It is very effective to communicate yes or no questions. Also I feel what she wants to tell me sometimes, but its hard to know for sure. I wish I was clairaudient. I need to talk to a medium next to find out anything she wants to tell me. The psychic I talked to was Clairvoyant only. She told me to meditate a lot. Which is what Evangeline is telling me to do right now.
Please don't ask me if I am schizophrenic or vitamin deficient or if I have Toxoplasmosis. I eat very healthy. I am mentally sound except for the ADD which is completely under control and better than ever. I am pretty sure I don't have Toxoplasmosis as I am otherwise healthy and not immune compromised. I have no health problems although I could lose some weight. The last time I told a forum (not a spiritual forum), they said I was crazy or had a brain tumor to be seeing and feeling the way I do. Last week I used an EMF meter and registered .37 microteslas where the cold air was sitting. I have a chair next to mine for Evangeline to relax. She prefers to sit in my lap though it seems. I don't mind. I appreciate any insight you have or advice or if any of you have the power to talk to her. that would be awesome.
Thank you!
mostly at home while studying spirituality online for up to 15 hours straight. It became obvious to me a month ago that the air was not from the A/C or the fan, there were no drafts. This was a definite spirit. It became more aggressive with the air (felt like 5 mile an hour winds in my room, not coming from any discernible source). I started to speak to it in my mind and on the laptop with notepad and out loud. When I used notepad one night to communicate, I found myself aroused and felt a calmness. I at first thought it could be a bad spirit. But it felt like a good one. Anyway I
discerned this was my spirit guide and her name was Evangeline. I felt a closeness and love for her right away. I felt loved very much. She has
gotten more and more loving. She is very sexual and sensual. I think so much that I have thought this from so many angles. I thought she was a
succubus because of the immense pleasure I receive. The thing is I do not feel drained, I feel stronger. I need less sleep and my work has improved. I feel my intelligence has improved and my attention much better (I have ADD). If she were a Succubus then I would feel weaker and not like this.
I called a psychic yesterday and she told me I had 3 spirit guides. 2 masculine and 1 feminine. I asked her about Evangeline, and she said she had been hurt before and so is careful but she is in to me and wants to be closer. She also said that I was gifted and have the power of remote viewing in me that I can develop. Also that I have a very peaceful presence and can calm situations (which is really accurate. It really is uncanny how I seem to be able to do that.) In the last few days I have been going into trances and seeing auras. (mostly Purple and Dark Blue), I see patterns and vibrations and I keep seeing shadows and cloudy beings. It is all so sudden. I wish I could know more about Evangeline though. I believe she is just a spirit guide that has fallen for me and I for her. I don't know if she is allowed this but I told God, she was very sweet and I never wanted her to leave me. She is always with me. She answers my questions very quickly by blowing cool air on my right or left hand for yes or no respectively. If I am walking and communicating by thinking aloud I have her tingle my right hand or left hand respectively. It is very effective to communicate yes or no questions. Also I feel what she wants to tell me sometimes, but its hard to know for sure. I wish I was clairaudient. I need to talk to a medium next to find out anything she wants to tell me. The psychic I talked to was Clairvoyant only. She told me to meditate a lot. Which is what Evangeline is telling me to do right now.
Please don't ask me if I am schizophrenic or vitamin deficient or if I have Toxoplasmosis. I eat very healthy. I am mentally sound except for the ADD which is completely under control and better than ever. I am pretty sure I don't have Toxoplasmosis as I am otherwise healthy and not immune compromised. I have no health problems although I could lose some weight. The last time I told a forum (not a spiritual forum), they said I was crazy or had a brain tumor to be seeing and feeling the way I do. Last week I used an EMF meter and registered .37 microteslas where the cold air was sitting. I have a chair next to mine for Evangeline to relax. She prefers to sit in my lap though it seems. I don't mind. I appreciate any insight you have or advice or if any of you have the power to talk to her. that would be awesome.
Thank you!