I am new to the site. I came here to find people that are aware of their abilities and to share and learn. I don't really have any agenda or "why" as to being here other than to learn and share my own experiences.
I am not too big into following people or being a "fan" of so and so. I have an open mind and love to learn about psychic stuff but I always defer to my own experiences and intuition. I prefer to speak from my own experience than from something someone has said or wrote in a book or parroting so and so. I prefer learning from others experiences and learnings from doing than being in a book or fan club where everyone sits around talking about what so and so says or thinks.. I don't care. LOL
If you aren't real as in genuine and have not done anything or have had your own experiences and aren't interested in learning or experiencing for yourself then I don't have time for you. That is pretty much where I come from in my view and attitude on spiritual, psychic group talk. It's all about being real and keeping it real for me than trying to impress or be a joiner or follower to fit in. Not my thing.
I am an Indigo, obviously if you didn't figure that out from what I just said above. That is pretty much our mantra, be real and don't try to jerk us around. ;)
I have had many experiences since I was a baby. I pretty much was born with my abilities turned on but then shut them off at a young age because I was constantly under attack. Unlike others that have had nothing but good experiences I tended to get all the bad one's. Not all bad of course but what doesn't knock you down permanently, makes you stronger. I became very strong.
Over the last 5 years I have been actively opening myself back up and am now to the point of beginning to see beings and entities in my minds eye, I would say third eye but for me it is more through my wider mind the same place as imagination but a little different in that it is not something I am consciously creating as you would say through normal imagination games we play with ourselves at times.
I have mediumship abilities but have not yet gone that full level of conversation with spirit. At this point I can see beings, entities in visions but I don't get audio so it ends up with us staring at each other which to me kind of sucks. I do not know how to initiate a conversation, speaking doesn't seem to work, thinking at them doesn't seem to work yet.. I usually only get a vision and it stays for a short time then I lose it. It is something I am working on.
Mainly I want to use my medium ability to connect with my guides and learn from them and then later teach and help others with their abilities and consciousness raising. Though at the moment I am not to the level to do that. I am still figuring things out.
Talking with higher selves and other peoples guides I have not done but is something I am wanting to learn. I have had experiences with my own higher self and seeing through it's perspective, perception which totally blasts away any thoughts or questions on reality or what the relationship between us as humans and our higher self. I do not have any of the why am I here questions or need for seeking answers on god or if heaven exists and any of the typical questions most people seem to have. I just don't have any of those doubts or questions at all.
I want to learn to strengthen my connections, the ones I already have with my guides and others. Communicate with them and learn from them instead of having to go to a medium who then relays the message to me. It actually has gotten to the point where my guides don't want me to work with other mediums or psychics anymore and instead focus on strengthening my own connections. I got that from being told that by mediums I have gone to and also a sense I get. I just don't need as much input from others as I used to.
People that can just see and hear spirits and guides is where I want to get to. I am working on it.
Recently over the last few days I saw my aura for the first time but it was not by looking at it from my eyes but rather in my minds eye I saw myself from a third person perspective and I saw my aura that way. It is really intense, multi-colored and very dynamic and alive. It is not anything I ever heard of in the way people describe aura's or at least the people I have heard or talked to about them and what they look like from their view. Mine is more third dimensional alive and dynamic with really dense colors like being compacted together and is substantial as in substance to it.. Really cool looking.
That is a brief on me and some of the things I am looking to learn and figure out. If anyone can help with suggestions on how to do those things I would appreciate it.
I am not too big into following people or being a "fan" of so and so. I have an open mind and love to learn about psychic stuff but I always defer to my own experiences and intuition. I prefer to speak from my own experience than from something someone has said or wrote in a book or parroting so and so. I prefer learning from others experiences and learnings from doing than being in a book or fan club where everyone sits around talking about what so and so says or thinks.. I don't care. LOL
If you aren't real as in genuine and have not done anything or have had your own experiences and aren't interested in learning or experiencing for yourself then I don't have time for you. That is pretty much where I come from in my view and attitude on spiritual, psychic group talk. It's all about being real and keeping it real for me than trying to impress or be a joiner or follower to fit in. Not my thing.
I am an Indigo, obviously if you didn't figure that out from what I just said above. That is pretty much our mantra, be real and don't try to jerk us around. ;)
I have had many experiences since I was a baby. I pretty much was born with my abilities turned on but then shut them off at a young age because I was constantly under attack. Unlike others that have had nothing but good experiences I tended to get all the bad one's. Not all bad of course but what doesn't knock you down permanently, makes you stronger. I became very strong.
Over the last 5 years I have been actively opening myself back up and am now to the point of beginning to see beings and entities in my minds eye, I would say third eye but for me it is more through my wider mind the same place as imagination but a little different in that it is not something I am consciously creating as you would say through normal imagination games we play with ourselves at times.
I have mediumship abilities but have not yet gone that full level of conversation with spirit. At this point I can see beings, entities in visions but I don't get audio so it ends up with us staring at each other which to me kind of sucks. I do not know how to initiate a conversation, speaking doesn't seem to work, thinking at them doesn't seem to work yet.. I usually only get a vision and it stays for a short time then I lose it. It is something I am working on.
Mainly I want to use my medium ability to connect with my guides and learn from them and then later teach and help others with their abilities and consciousness raising. Though at the moment I am not to the level to do that. I am still figuring things out.
Talking with higher selves and other peoples guides I have not done but is something I am wanting to learn. I have had experiences with my own higher self and seeing through it's perspective, perception which totally blasts away any thoughts or questions on reality or what the relationship between us as humans and our higher self. I do not have any of the why am I here questions or need for seeking answers on god or if heaven exists and any of the typical questions most people seem to have. I just don't have any of those doubts or questions at all.
I want to learn to strengthen my connections, the ones I already have with my guides and others. Communicate with them and learn from them instead of having to go to a medium who then relays the message to me. It actually has gotten to the point where my guides don't want me to work with other mediums or psychics anymore and instead focus on strengthening my own connections. I got that from being told that by mediums I have gone to and also a sense I get. I just don't need as much input from others as I used to.
People that can just see and hear spirits and guides is where I want to get to. I am working on it.
Recently over the last few days I saw my aura for the first time but it was not by looking at it from my eyes but rather in my minds eye I saw myself from a third person perspective and I saw my aura that way. It is really intense, multi-colored and very dynamic and alive. It is not anything I ever heard of in the way people describe aura's or at least the people I have heard or talked to about them and what they look like from their view. Mine is more third dimensional alive and dynamic with really dense colors like being compacted together and is substantial as in substance to it.. Really cool looking.
That is a brief on me and some of the things I am looking to learn and figure out. If anyone can help with suggestions on how to do those things I would appreciate it.
It appears to me that the new member brought with him an agenda that was always likely to be unrealistic and now seeks to blame others for his early departure. 
