Violet wrote:If you've room for another Shayn, here is my question...when will I be able to move forward with my goals
hi V, as i wrote before, this is something new and i'm not sure if or what.. so take whatever makes sense to you and drop what is not. i would love some feedback especially if i'm wrong, just trying to understand something here and it is really interesting. thanks for letting me practice..
when you be able to move forward with your goals?? a time question? or what you should do or not do???
will soon see:
i feel grounding very strongly.. you need more grounding? feel more solid inside?
i feel there are issues you need to clear and solve first, some minor heath issues, well i hate talking about health, but is it more like taking good care of your body, something you sometimes forget to do as forget eating or not eating correctly, eating junk or not eating at all, so something like good nutrition, to make your body stronger, after all your body is the one that has to take you there to achieve your goals. so good nutrition..- this is the health thing, just take care of what you eat and take care of your body, not over doing things and using your energy to the max, sleep and relax and eat well, so you can feel good within your body.
but i feel also, it is important metaphorically what you " take in" as to make you ready facing your goals, there are few things you still need to learn and take in - in away to make yourself ready.
i also see some family issues that need to clear out of the way, as it is tieing your down, as you will need some kind of family support in what you want to achieve .
also try to take with good spirits and laugh your tries. some will work and some will not for a while, and this is ok, as you learn along the way,
i feel you will have a go sometimes later this summer but big move will be around next winter but don't hold me on timing, i'm not sure what i'm doing here... and by the way i think you started to work on those family issues and things are looking much better at this front now, so it will only get better there.
i feel you will get some help from above, that will help you achieve what you are looking for. but right now the important thing is to try and learn, you feel as if your hands are tied and you can't do a thing, it is from the inside that you need to fly and not on the outside.. not sure how to explain it, the tools you are using are but an illusion you feel you do not control them, but it is from the inside that the movement starts.
if this makes sense-i truly hope so
hugs
Shayn