Hello Everyone!
Growing up I always had a way with animals, able to gain their trust even when sick, injured or abused. I used to see people that weren't there (spirits I guess) and I sometimes just knew things, especially what people were feeling. But I squashed most of it, believing what I was told, that only crazy people saw things.
After years of struggling, I became an ambulance dispatcher. It was a very stressful job, dealing with people in crisis and death everywhere but somehow I excelled. I could talk down the most upset callers. I had the uncanny ability to just know what was going on and able to get the most info from the callers. I now know that I was using some abilities that I really didn't understand at the time. I ended up crashing after 7 years and have been trying to heal myself ever since. In the process I learned that I could help heal animals, my own dogs.
Last month my grandmother passed. She had been battling cancer for 7 years. In the end, she called me to come help take care of her while she was still in her home, before going to the hospice. I was with her for a week, listening to her stories, feeding her and basic care. I was able to know what she was thinking, to hear what she was hearing and to feel what she was feeling. I was even able to help take away some of her pain. When she went to the hospice, I was the only one beside her, holding her hand when she passed. It was the most peaceful thing and it opened my eyes. I wrote a story and a poem about it and will probably share. It opened my eyes to what I really could do.
So now I'm trying to learn as much as possible, meditation, auras, chakras, crystals, healing and more. I've dabbled a little in the past but now it's time to get serious and focus my energy on training my skills so I can help others. My biggest block though is fear. I'm afraid of how far this will go, how much it will take out of me, how powerful my gifts could be or if it's just mental illness. Each day a little of the fear goes away, with knowledge and support. My husband, my soulmate, is my biggest supporter right now.
So here's to some new friends....
....hope you don't mind a little bit of crazy.
Jeannette
Growing up I always had a way with animals, able to gain their trust even when sick, injured or abused. I used to see people that weren't there (spirits I guess) and I sometimes just knew things, especially what people were feeling. But I squashed most of it, believing what I was told, that only crazy people saw things.
After years of struggling, I became an ambulance dispatcher. It was a very stressful job, dealing with people in crisis and death everywhere but somehow I excelled. I could talk down the most upset callers. I had the uncanny ability to just know what was going on and able to get the most info from the callers. I now know that I was using some abilities that I really didn't understand at the time. I ended up crashing after 7 years and have been trying to heal myself ever since. In the process I learned that I could help heal animals, my own dogs.
Last month my grandmother passed. She had been battling cancer for 7 years. In the end, she called me to come help take care of her while she was still in her home, before going to the hospice. I was with her for a week, listening to her stories, feeding her and basic care. I was able to know what she was thinking, to hear what she was hearing and to feel what she was feeling. I was even able to help take away some of her pain. When she went to the hospice, I was the only one beside her, holding her hand when she passed. It was the most peaceful thing and it opened my eyes. I wrote a story and a poem about it and will probably share. It opened my eyes to what I really could do.
So now I'm trying to learn as much as possible, meditation, auras, chakras, crystals, healing and more. I've dabbled a little in the past but now it's time to get serious and focus my energy on training my skills so I can help others. My biggest block though is fear. I'm afraid of how far this will go, how much it will take out of me, how powerful my gifts could be or if it's just mental illness. Each day a little of the fear goes away, with knowledge and support. My husband, my soulmate, is my biggest supporter right now.
So here's to some new friends....
....hope you don't mind a little bit of crazy.Jeannette
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