RainbowLight Thu Oct 22, 2020 7:38 pm
Heightend-Awareness wrote: Amberfields wrote:I had an awakening in 1998,it is a long story. To sum it up I am "synchronized" with my environment. It started when one day I walked through the door to my home and I felt an oppression that affected my entire body. I burst into tears. I asked God to at least save the children for I felt the end of existence was near. I walked over to my bed and sat down. My environment vision left me and I saw a white light sphere that was covered in darkness and had a few sparks of light shining through. I became numb after that. The next day I stood numb in my living room watching my children run along the couch. My daughter said to me "dont worry mom, you saved all the children." she didn't know of my experience with that at all. My reality changed after that. I questioned my own self, wondering who I was. I isolated myself for years. decades later....i got things figured out more, but still in search of that absolute truth.
As for gifts, I have quite a few, sometimes it feels like a burden and sometimes it does not.
RainbowLight wrote:I'm not sure what you mean by "seeking the truth".
Both of your stories are amazing.
Do you or ever had the urge to question any official narrative? Seeing through the layers of lies deceit and deception by removing the veil of the illusion.
I began by sensing if people I was engaged with in person whether they were honest or dishonest with me. Depending on how blantant they were, would give me a sensation more so when lied to.
Same with some spinning a web of lies for an offical narrative. For several years I had been deconstructing many official narratives to find inconsistancies and gaps and flaws that just dont add up.
It began to consume me. I now focus on positive change, rather than fight against what already exsists.
I do apologise if I was clear enough in my initial post.
I've always intuitively sensed if someone was talking nonsense or lying or not. I'm rarely wrong. I didn't have to learn that.
No, I don't feel I came here to question what other people put out there. Sure, I sometimes get annoyed because I can sense right away whether it's a load of nonsense or not.
But to then get into it, trying to change it, is NOT why I came here. It gets you in a negative spiral to go there. You see a lot of that happening now and a lot of people falling for all the fearmongering that's going on. One story that's worse than the other and everyone seems to believe it without question.
I try to steer clear from it as much as I can, but it isn't always easy. I too am only human after all, hihi, and I too can sometimes have the tendency to get involved in a discussion. Somehow the negative seems to have a strong pull on everyone.
Best thing to do is to simply not read, watch, listen to it.
So I am very selective with whom and what I listen to. If it feels right and my inner being agrees I will.
My daughter (27) was really very busy with what's going on in the world now and she said she felt called to spread the awareness of what was behind it, what was really going on and so on and so forth.
I told her to not do that because... (giving her reason why not). Without pushing as my girl does not take too well to that. But she would have none of it so I let it be. I didn't like it, it's not what I want to see my child be busy with.
Then some 2 weeks later she told me she had stopped reading and watching things about it all because she'd noticed she was getting in a very negative spiral (yeah deuuhhh!) and she didn't want that.
Mummy was very happy :) But I guess she had to learn and find out for herself.
