"Shot"

Karin Sat Jul 23, 2011 8:52 am

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"Shot"

Karin Sat Jul 23, 2011 8:52 am

The last week I had a strange dream: I saw only fog. Directly in front of me. And I sat in my bed and was aware that I was in my bedroom. Out of the fog came a revolver. Someone I couldn't see pulled the trigger in front of my face - and I woke up.

Hours later I received a postcard from a dear girlfriend. With kind words.
Few minutes later I read an email from her, in which she wrote that we aren't friends no more. Like a termination... I would never expected this...

Since then I really feel like shot.

Even though I know she has tremendous problems with her life... this "before" and "after" is very hard for me.
"Before": we were good friends and it always meant that I could help her well. She said so. Over and over again...
"After": I had to read, that I was intolerable for her. All the time.

The fog has lifted and I'm "shot".

I am very sad these days. And angry about the lies.

Karin

SpiritVoices Sat Jul 23, 2011 12:28 pm

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SpiritVoices Sat Jul 23, 2011 12:28 pm

Hi Karin,I was wondering where you were!
Nearly sent out a search party for you.

By the look of it,you have experienced a premonition in your dream.
About your friend.
I know it is hard to bear but try to accept what has happened.
Do you know the reasons why your friend has suddenly changed her mind about the friendship?
Knowing sometimes can make it easier.
I have had the same recently so know how you feel.
You wonder why you deserve such treatment?

Karin Sat Jul 23, 2011 1:19 pm

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Karin Sat Jul 23, 2011 1:19 pm

Joanie wrote:Hi Karin,I was wondering where you were!
Nearly sent out a search party for you.

Thank you, Dear Joanie. I was "speechless"...

Do you know the reasons why your friend has suddenly changed her mind about the friendship?

Not really. She lives in comparison. Just look at what others can or have ... or how other people are ...

I heard for years from her that she likes the way I am (strong, cheerful, optimistic) ... She always wanted to be like me... I tried to make clear that each person is unique and special. Weeks ago she wrote that she feels so "inferior" in relation to myself and other people. I didn't understand, because I liked her very much and liked the way she is.

And now she is "gone mad", seems to me.

I think it really has nothing to do with me - but it hurts.

try to accept what has happened.

I've already done that.

You wonder why you deserve such treatment?

Not anymore. The first days were hard for me. Now I realize, that it is HER problem, not mine.

Between the postcard and her mail we had no contact. The postcard was written with good feelings, the mail with bad ones.

It's ok... I'll get over it. But this dream with the revolver I'll never forget. "She shot me down"....

Karin, [ironic mode on] so wonderful that others find it intolerable - and flee [ironic mode off]

SpiritVoices Sat Jul 23, 2011 3:57 pm

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SpiritVoices Sat Jul 23, 2011 3:57 pm

Foget it about now.Karen.
Put her and the incident out of your mind.
"Shot" 182340

Karin Sat Jul 23, 2011 8:23 pm

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Karin Sat Jul 23, 2011 8:23 pm

Joanie wrote:Foget it about now.Karen.
Put her and the incident out of your mind.

Yes... often only in retrospect someone realizes what those events were well for...

I lose someone, I win much more...
One door is closed, some new doors will open...

And all the time I learn...

Bye, Dear Joanie! "Shot" 821538

Karin. My nickname is Phoenix (from the ashes)

SpiritVoices Sun Jul 24, 2011 7:49 am

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SpiritVoices Sun Jul 24, 2011 7:49 am

Karin wrote:

Joanie wrote:Foget it about now.Karen.
Put her and the incident out of your mind.

Yes... often only in retrospect someone realizes what those events were well for...

I lose someone, I win much more...
One door is closed, some new doors will open...

And all the time I learn...

Bye, Dear Joanie!

Karin. My nickname is Phoenix (from the ashes)

Take care,little Karin.

**Violet** Sun Jul 24, 2011 7:51 pm

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Violet Sun Jul 24, 2011 7:51 pm

Sorry to read of this Karin, she has hurt you and that is horrible, I get a feeling she may regret her actions later "Shot" 21581

Like the dream, let it go "Shot" 21581

Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.

Karin Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:44 pm

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Karin Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:44 pm

Dear Violet,

Thank you. "Shot" 15910

She has "shot" three of us. Once we were a four-leaf-clover. Now we are filled with pain and distrust... a very incredible story.

I get a feeling she may regret her actions later

That's sure, yes... and I'm aware that she also suffers.

This will heal too...

Good Night! "Shot" 348985

Karin

Karin Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:48 pm

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Karin Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:48 pm

And by the way...

I'm very glad to be here. "Shot" T3frgzqxivh

Karin

**Violet** Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:57 pm

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Violet Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:57 pm

We're very glad to have you here "Shot" 21581

If your friend has done this to others too she's obviously in a very dark place right now and is pushing everyone away.

Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.

Karin Mon Jul 25, 2011 5:33 am

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Karin Mon Jul 25, 2011 5:33 am

Violet wrote:If your friend has done this to others too she's obviously in a very dark place right now and is pushing everyone away.

Dear Violet,

you're right. But after several conversations with the other two friends, I realized how cold and calculating she acted... I'm not able to feel compassion...

I'm not proud of it but in my anger and disappointment I sent her some lines. Among other things, the question or statement that it doesn't really care if others like her very much. In this regard I got no answer. We are still three... And she wanted to bring us apart and sowed discord.

I'm through with this woman ... and heaven knows why it had to be a cold revolver in my dream.

"Shot" 15910

Dear Violet,

your new avatar-picture is lovely!!!

Karin

**Violet** Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:17 pm

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Violet Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:17 pm

Hi Karin

I'm not proud of it but in my anger and disappointment I sent her some lines.

No one can blame you for that "Shot" 21581

The picture ? Yeah I just felt like a change and wanted something pretty, i'm glad you like it "Shot" 21581

Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.

Karin Tue Jul 26, 2011 6:00 am

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Karin Tue Jul 26, 2011 6:00 am

Violet wrote:The picture ? Yeah I just felt like a change and wanted something pretty, i'm glad you like it.

It exudes peace, tranquility and serenity. "Shot" 15910

This night I had a wonderful dream:

I spent the night standing in a hotel room and in embrace with someone special. I still feel this
familiarity. I didn't know that it's possible to carry this dream's feeling inside - and to take it through the day.

Bye!

Karin.

**Violet** Tue Jul 26, 2011 9:23 pm

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Violet Tue Jul 26, 2011 9:23 pm

I didn't know that it's possible to carry this dream's feeling inside - and to take it through the day.

Hi Karin, oh yes definately this is possible this happens to me frequently, with the good things but sometimes the bad too. "Shot" 21581

It exudes peace, tranquility and serenity.

I have to agree with you, thank you "Shot" 821538

Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.

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