My precious and most loved Mum passed away on the 13th May, and although i willl miss her as her all family and friends, she is now free from all her suffering and pain, the hardest pain Mum had to endure was being without her beloved of 59 years, she was heartbroken when he passed and was lost completly on her own, she said the cancer she was fighting along with lymphadema was nothing to compare with the pain of not being able to be with her beloved.
Mum you are with Dad now your beloved, my son , your parents and all your family again, i saw you walking hand in hand with Dad laughing as you used to like a couple of teenagers that met for the first time.
it gave me so much comfort i am so happy you have been released from your earthplane pain, grief and suffering, you deserve so much happiness and love and where you are now is your reward for being such a kind loving soul to so many including animals.
Thankyou for being such a loving caring mum and for all the wisdom you gave to me as i was growing up for being there when i needed you and making so many sacrifices for us kids you always put our needs first and yours last, now Mum it is your turn to be spoilt and have all the love and happiness you deserve, i told you Dad had something big planned for you didnt i??? and you are going to look so beautiful on the day, as you always did and still do, your old over coat is gone now and the new you can enjoy being in the most beautiful, happy,loving, warm, carefree place in the spirit world i know you will find it everything i told you it would be and more, thankyou for that big blue flash the other night i knew it was you
and for showing me you and dad are happy together my tears were of joy not sadness i cry because i miss you but i am so happy you were released from what didnt give you the quality of life and without that we dont have a life.
I was so glad i was able to talk to you the night before you passed in hospital, i was able to tell you once more just how much i love you and how precious you are to me and will always be, i had tears and a feeling of sadness after i had spoken to you i believe i was grieving before you left as i knew you werent going to be with us much longer, and when i received the phone call from my brother at 5.30 in the morning telling me you had gone quietly in your sleep bless your heart i understood why i felt so sad and had tears the day before
you would have know i came to say goodbye to you in the hospital and placed many kisses on your forehead and cheek as i always did, and stroked your hair you looked so peaceful mum and i was so relieved to know you did go quietly in your sleep i prayed to our Father and asked that for you, as you have been through so much with your illness and i give thanks to him for answering my prayers i was told you would go in your sleep ahead of time, i remember you asking me i dont fear leaving because i know what i have to look forward to, i told you Mum you will go quietly in your sleep and you just smiled and said thats nice dear thankyou.:)
I know i still have you all to talk to and i know you are always with me all of you and i am so blessed to be able to feel your presence and love around me give Dad my love and a big kiss and hug from me and to my beautiful son a great big Mum hug and kiss from me and tell him i wont be able to stop hugging and kissing him when i see him:) i am looking forward to the day it is my time to pass and come home to you all, from my heart to you i say Godbless and Godspeed enjoy your time and happiness with Dad and all your family and friends in the most beautiful of all places we are blessed to be in when we leave this earthplane the spirit world, you are so deserving of Gods reward he gives to us for being a loving kind soul on the earthplane you had a beautiful soul Mum God knew it was time for you to come home to be with your beloved again. Our Heavenly Father brings us back to love as love never seperates us from our loved ones.
I love you Mum
Mum you are with Dad now your beloved, my son , your parents and all your family again, i saw you walking hand in hand with Dad laughing as you used to like a couple of teenagers that met for the first time.
it gave me so much comfort i am so happy you have been released from your earthplane pain, grief and suffering, you deserve so much happiness and love and where you are now is your reward for being such a kind loving soul to so many including animals. Thankyou for being such a loving caring mum and for all the wisdom you gave to me as i was growing up for being there when i needed you and making so many sacrifices for us kids you always put our needs first and yours last, now Mum it is your turn to be spoilt and have all the love and happiness you deserve, i told you Dad had something big planned for you didnt i??? and you are going to look so beautiful on the day, as you always did and still do, your old over coat is gone now and the new you can enjoy being in the most beautiful, happy,loving, warm, carefree place in the spirit world i know you will find it everything i told you it would be and more, thankyou for that big blue flash the other night i knew it was you
and for showing me you and dad are happy together my tears were of joy not sadness i cry because i miss you but i am so happy you were released from what didnt give you the quality of life and without that we dont have a life.I was so glad i was able to talk to you the night before you passed in hospital, i was able to tell you once more just how much i love you and how precious you are to me and will always be, i had tears and a feeling of sadness after i had spoken to you i believe i was grieving before you left as i knew you werent going to be with us much longer, and when i received the phone call from my brother at 5.30 in the morning telling me you had gone quietly in your sleep bless your heart i understood why i felt so sad and had tears the day before
you would have know i came to say goodbye to you in the hospital and placed many kisses on your forehead and cheek as i always did, and stroked your hair you looked so peaceful mum and i was so relieved to know you did go quietly in your sleep i prayed to our Father and asked that for you, as you have been through so much with your illness and i give thanks to him for answering my prayers i was told you would go in your sleep ahead of time, i remember you asking me i dont fear leaving because i know what i have to look forward to, i told you Mum you will go quietly in your sleep and you just smiled and said thats nice dear thankyou.:)I know i still have you all to talk to and i know you are always with me all of you and i am so blessed to be able to feel your presence and love around me give Dad my love and a big kiss and hug from me and to my beautiful son a great big Mum hug and kiss from me and tell him i wont be able to stop hugging and kissing him when i see him
:) i am looking forward to the day it is my time to pass and come home to you all, from my heart to you i say Godbless and Godspeed enjoy your time and happiness with Dad and all your family and friends in the most beautiful of all places we are blessed to be in when we leave this earthplane the spirit world, you are so deserving of Gods reward he gives to us for being a loving kind soul on the earthplane you had a beautiful soul Mum God knew it was time for you to come home to be with your beloved again. Our Heavenly Father brings us back to love as love never seperates us from our loved ones. I love you Mum 
of all the things we did together as a family.. Godbless.
GuidingLight,
