Hello Chloe, your posting indicates you nearly died and you had, what appears to be, a Near Death Experience, but your description of your feelings makes me wonder. I had an NDE in 1975 and it was the most profound and indescribably beautiful experience that completely removed any fear of death I may have had. It changed my life and world view in ways that I could not have thought possible. How was it for you?
My late husband had a NDE after suffering a heart attack on the operating table.
He found himself in tunnel surrounded by rainbow colours. Gently revolving around him. He drifted upwards until near the end of the tunnel where there was a bright light waiting for him. Next he was in bed in the recovery room with a nurse holding his hand. He never ever forgot the experience until he passed over a few years later.
Hello again Spiritvoices, I am sorry for your loss. I do believe that NDE was a great comfort for your husband and probably you also. Of the millions of people in the world who have had an NDE 95%-98% lose their fear of physical death, that is an astonishing statistic when you consider about 50% of the general public do not have that fear. Chris