Reality Girl

It all started with a "chance" meeting with a certain girl. She was very
beautiful and we only talked for a few moments, but when I looked into
her eyes, there was something different there. Hard to explain, but I
couldn't forget it. Later that day, I was sitting in my garden, and
I "chanced" to see a yellow caterpillar crawling on a tree trunk. I watched
with entranced delight, and it seemed to stop and look back at me, and I
felt this weird feeling like it had eyes that were like the eyes of the girl I
had met, and my mind went into a sort of altered state of beingness. I
couldn't see or hear and really all my 5 senses seemed to be gone. It was
something like being in a dream, but it wasn't a dream. I could feel
emotions though, very intense emotions. Some like I had never ever felt
before. Inexplicable, but wondrous and rapturous! In this strange state
of being, I saw the caterpillar drop from the tree and disappear into pure
nothingness. I felt so sad, but then appeared a beautiful rose at the trunk
of the tree and peered at me, and it was the same as the girl and the
caterpillar, and I thought "O this cannot be" and with that very thought
the rose disappeared and I returned to normalcy, but I wasn't so fond of
being normal as I used to be!

I just love your Reality Girl!    Unusual name!   
Does she appear that clear to you?

Is reality girl a spirit guide? or a guide? a twin flame? a spirit?
Who is she?
I'm so darn curious!  

SpiritVoices wrote:I just love your Reality Girl!    Unusual name!   
Does she appear that clear to you?

Well she never actually said her name to me, but to me RG (Reality Girl) best defines her.
As for clear? Sometimes, yes, sometimes not even any appearance but I can sense her.

Rfrost_ wrote:Is reality girl a spirit guide? or a guide? a twin flame? a spirit?
Who is she?
I'm so darn curious!  

O, HI, Rfrost I would say she is all of that and more. If there is interest, I will write about more
of my encounters with her.

Ooohhhh!!! Please do tell more stories of her, she sounds fun and exciting!!  

Well the next time I saw her I was all excited and telling her about how excited I was at the chance to meet her again, and she said:

"Chances don't just happen
They happen for reasons
just like trees grow and drop leaves in
their various seasons

Eyes don't just glow and entrance
They enhance the very world around them
and envelop the very same world
that has no power to entrap them..."

I realized to myself right then that this ain't no ordinary girl.

That... is... AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

I didn't quite wake up the next morning, I was in a daze, and I looked at
the window and I saw a form appear from the rising sun. I rubbed my
eyes but they wouldn't clear and the form drew nearer and nearer and
took the shape of a beautiful woman in a long black chiffonny dress and
she had hair so long it was flowing behind her and she came right through
the window as if it didn't exist! Her hair trailed on the ground behind her
like a veil, and she came over and stood beside my bed. I was petrified.
I didn't know if I was dreaming or awake and I wanted desperately to
awaken and yet she was so beautiful I didn't want to. Damn, was I
confused! She smiled sweetly and sat down beside me and placed her
hand upon my thigh. She said "Don't be scared, don't stop to think, don't
stop to question, just listen!".

My mind did some sort of weird double-take, and I blinked one time and
she was gone! I got up to get ready to go to work, and decided it must
have been nothing but a dream. A very very VIVID dream, but just a
dream! There seemed to be no other explanation!

Mind tricks, mind games, don't we all play them?
In fact anyone reading this better beware, because what you think reality
or is not, just might be challenged by the words you will hear here...

That definitely sounds a lot more than a dream.
And I think that was meant to happen for a reason.  

So, have you been getting more connections with Reality Girl lately?  

Yes. I started having some really bad dreams after meeting her.
For some reason, I would realize I was dreaming
and want to awaken from the dreams
but often I would think I had awoken
only to realize it was just a new and different dream.

These dreams continued for several weeks. One night I awoke from a
series of such dreams and I didn't want to go back to sleep. In the last
dream, my house had been invaded by strangers, and I had very
unsettling emotions about this. That's the next time she came to visit.

She came from the darkness this time. She started off as a tiny bright
white light in the distant horizon, and as she drew nearer, I could see she
was dressed all in white with short golden colored hair. Very Angelic
looking I thought and she had a golden aura around her. It struck me odd
that the first time she had come from the Sun all in black, and this time
she came from the darkness all in white and gold.

The very fact that I was thinking of such things made me realize I didn't
have the same trembling fear that I had had at her first appearance. In
fact, I felt a sense of comfort at seeing her again. True to form, she
passed right through the closed window and sat down on the floor next to
my bed. She just sat there looking at me! I could only look obliquely at
her eyes as they shined like brilliant green emeralds that emitted an
extremely intense light that sort of blinded me. She place a hand softly on
my chest and said "May please , would you close your eyes? No
blinking this time, and it is ok if you think, but please also listen,

please?"?

I did as she asked. She continued "You have been approaching your
dreams with a sense of fear because they have been challenging the way
you have been taught that reality should be. Your last dream showed you
how you saw life as like having strangers enter your house (your mind)
and letting them run it for you. You are not the brightest of all humans
are you, May?"? Then she giggled softly. I started to open my eyes
and I wanted to retort, but she gently rubbed her fingertips over my chest
and said "Please do not let your ego drive you to make such lowly
comparisons between self and others. This is a common human frailty, as
driven as you are by competition. Such a reaction is still like letting
strangers live your life and run your mind for you....You didn't like that
dream very much, now did you?"? I still had my eyes closed, but I could
feel the intenseness of her look and it felt like her eyes were dancing with
delight...

I wanted to ask her who she was, where she came from... but she took
her hand from my chest and placed a finger on my lips and said "Shhh'
darling, and just think your thoughts rather than speaking them. I will be
able to communicate much more quickly and effectively that way!".


I didn't even think a thought at that point, and she said "This is much
better, as you can be much more receptive this way. Do you remember a
dream, dear May, where you were given certain gifts, but you just
gave them away again to others whom you could see they were more
correctly suited for, and while they were just right for these others at the
time, they were not just right for you? And do you remember that you
thought you would receive just the right gift for yourself as well, but you
did not?"? I just brought the dream to mind when she pressed slightly
harder on my lips to indicate to me not to think any further. "There are
elements of the fullness of that dream which you are not yet able to
comprehend", she continued, "but rather than the gift, all you got was to
be told that you would have to await your gift from the"... My thoughts
seemed to quickly break into her thoughts here, and I continued the
thought... "Visitor from the East, and when you first appeared to me you
came from the rising sun! ...

"Yes", she thought to me, "but there will be other humans who will also
become a part of this!".

She took her finger from my lips and I opened my eyes and she dimmed
her eyes down to a luster, and she looked into my eyes and said "Do you
trust me"? I wished then that I could just think the answer to her for
there was zero doubt in my mind about it, but I realized that when she
had made her eyes more human, she had returned also us to a more
normalized mode of communication. I just meekly replied "Yes", and her
eyes glowed for just a spark of a second, and she said "Yes, I know you
do". She smiled and carried on by saying

"There are ways for you to lose your fears of altering your state of
reality", and she smiled again and said
"I should say enhancing and expanding your consciousness!". Then she
started laughing!

"Next time you have the feeling within a dream that it
may be a dream, don't panic like you have been! Don't try to awaken
from it. Remember, if you can, your trust in me, or at least trust within
yourself... It won't be so easy to do in a dream as it is to think about
consciously though! I will be back to teach you much much more, but one
step at a time... and remember this too...if you are confused about
whether you are still in a dream or have awoken into consensual reality,
try to look at your alarm clock and read the time on it. If you cannot, you
are still in the dream....see ya!". And she disappeared.

Have you any idea where your Reality Girl came from,MayFlow?
Have you known her in life?    Does she resemble anyone you know?

I 'see' certain folks in dreams,I have never known,they show themselves,talk to me but I haven't a clue who they are....I remember running along a beach once,sea was rolling in and there were sand dunes nearby....Suddenly this man appeared.   Running beside me.   I realised I was lost among the sand dunes and he kept saying to me...'Follow me'......I arrived among a crowd of people and he said 'You are alright now'' and left!

SpiritVoices wrote:Have you any idea where your Reality Girl came from,MayFlow?
Have you known her in life?    Does she resemble anyone you know?

I 'see' certain folks in dreams,I have never known,they show themselves,talk to me but I haven't a clue who they are....I remember running along a beach once,sea was rolling in and there were sand dunes nearby....Suddenly this man appeared.   Running beside me.   I realised I was lost among the sand dunes and he kept saying to me...'Follow me'......I arrived among a crowd of people and he said 'You are alright now'' and left!

That is just like RG would do! I think about this and it may be that what Auras saw in the girl who suddenly disappeared> She told me others would be a part of what she is doing here. 

She comes from nowhere, she talks to me and teaches me and even sometimes foretells dreams and appears in them, and she then disappears. 

Once I mentioned this and she told me I am silly because she never disappears, but that I can only see her when my mind and heart are positioned correctly to see her and be with her.

Exactly,mayflow...
This is what our guides do,assist us we need help... 

How's your Reality Girl doing?

SpiritVoices wrote:How's your Reality Girl doing?

Oh very well. We have been going through quite the times...

One spring day I was out playing in my vegetable garden, and I just laid in the dirt and looked up into the sky. I saw a White Eagle flying high overhead. It gave out an Eagle scream and I watched it fly off into the distance. I closed my eyes and wondered ( I had been wondering so much about so many things lately, now just one more, I guess).. As I lay there I felt a presence sort of saturate my body. It seemed to be within every fiber of my being. I knew it was HER! She said, "You really should eat more tomatoes, or tomato based foods. Pickles would be good as well, and maybe a little hot pepper, and some garlic--just a suggestion, my love, why don't you open your eyes now"? 

I opened my eyes and it was like I was in an entirely different world. Somewhere in deep space. It was like she had created separation between us again and I was looking into her eyes and could see nothing else in the world whatsoever. She said "See, you are looking into my real eyes now. Isn't it very strange to you"? Well, I sure couldn't argue that point! Then she continued "This is even weirder than your dreams, now, isn't it, love"? 
Again, no argument. "But you are not scared now, you are not panicking; Why do you think that is?". 

I felt myself blush. I didn't know what she was telling me, but I could feel a fire rush through my body like I had never felt before...I thought 'Why am I so embarrassed, my face must be redder than the tomatoes she was advising me to eat more of'. That silly thought seemed to crack her up and she started laughing so hard 
that it made me laugh too. Then she said "You know, I kind of like you! For a human, you are not all that bad, even if not so bright!"! She turned into the beautiful girl again and I saw her eyes were dancing with delight again. Then she said "It may not seem to you like you are making progress within your dreams, but you are. You need to be patient with this. If you really DO trust me, that is". I replied that I really did trust her, and she was very fast to put a finger against my chest, and I knew she meant to not take those feelings any further. “One step at a time, dear love, one step at a time”..Then she said something so completely obscure that I had no idea what to think of it. “See how the White Eagle flies, become the White Eagle. 

Dream your dreams, be your dreams, don’t let your dreams go, don’t settle, don’t believe so very foolishly that the consensus reality around you is all that there is!”. I said “But it is all I know”. She replied “No it is not! You know your dreams, too. Even if you don’t understand them yet, and even if that lack of understandng frustrates you, they are still a part of the greater totality, the greater reality of that which you are!”. She smiled very sweetly and added “Don’t be afraid to be different than the masses, ok?. I must go now, think on it. 


I thought about what she'd said. Why more acidic foods, why more hot and spicy? Was she saying I had gotten too lazy and complacent? Or was it just a dietary suggestion, that I was reading something more into? Anyway, whatever she meant, the dreams did change some more. In one dream I was walking along in the dark without a clue of where I was, but I had a little hat on that shined a tiny light and it helped to guide the way. In another, I went too far in a wrong direction, and I knew it, so I turned around. When I did, I saw that the road had been really hard and all uphill, but to turn around was easy and a downhill run. This was one of the first dreams where I sort of realized that I was actually dreaming, but I could actively participate within the dream. As I realized this, everything got super colorful, intense, and vivid. I knew it was a dream and yet I didn't panic or want to leave it. I thought "I can look to the clock, and not see it, but I still realize that if I really wanted to, I could". That was so cool! I started to run and jump down the hill, and then I started to fly! Something in my mind stopped the flight though. Kinda like 'this is cool and all, but it is not yet time to get this carried a way'. Very weird, but hey, I was getting used to the very weird by then. It almost seemed to be getting normal to be weird. It felt like a blind jump into an abyss, but it also felt, and smelled like freedom to me. I was having such an enjoyable time, but then I came across a crossway. There was a super Hi-Tech train waiting to give me a ride to a very pleasurable place, but I thought "naw, I don't want to go that way", so I let the train go on in it's own way and crossed the tracks, instead, so to keep going back to an earlier crossroad. There, there was a building and I went in. 

Inside of the building, I saw three guys. One seemed to be in charge and I said "I am looking for a way home, but I don't know which direction to go in". He replied "Why don't you ask someone who cares?". OK, so I went to the next guy and asked. He said "Go ask him", as he gestured to the third guy. So, I asked the third guy. He was reading a newspaper article at the time, and I looked at it and gasped. I saw the picture of a gorgeous girl who I thought i was in love with at the time, and the caption read, "Girl dies from choking while eating popcorn". 

This completely shook me. In my daze, he took me over to a big map of the area on the wall, and pointed out the direction I should take. I looked in dazed disbelief, as he pointed the exact same direction as the hi-tech train would have taken me. I said "Umm', No thank you, I guess I will just try to find my own path, I guess". 

I left the building confused and hurt and dazed and climbed up a cliff in the total opposite direction, and just sat there and thought for a while. 

It is amazing what being alone 
on a high point in nature can do for you 
It sort of brings into a broader overview 

Opens the mind to higher and wider views 
than can be contained 
in the overtures preluding 

one's smaller world views... 
(just some thoughts brought on by the prevailing 
winds within my mind at the time)... 

And then I fell asleep....within my sleep. 
And dreamed a deeper dream, and within 
the deeper dream, she came again to me... 

I love the way she talks to you.
The advice she gives you.  Like a mother hen!     I had a guide like that once,I used to get lost in dreams and he always was there to show me the way home...  

When did she first come to you?

Oh my gosh, it was years ago, one night as I was thinking about some stuff just before I fell asleep.

Did she come in more strongly as the time passed by? I have many voices come to me,speaking to me,giving advice to me. Some I hear again and some I don't.