shayn Sun Apr 26, 2009 12:57 pm
thanks violet,
sadly i can't bring myself meditate these days, well not regularly anyway. i just don't have the inner peace for that, and the outside peace for that, i truely don't have a place of my own, my little safe corner, and under the current situation i'm not being able to create on for myself. i try to meditate, at least just to relax myself,
what i mostly do now, is while doing other things soft of meditate, just trying to clam my mind. but during the past 3 weeks, it was like you said, i had one realy meditation and then like i needed to stop what i'm doing sit and sort of "daydream" and the story kind of continued. it was interesting.
and yes you right i should try to meditate more. i know i need it. i just can't make it here...
one more thing to slove, and one more reason why i need to move out of here as soon as possible.