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Violet, i have change dso much since joining here, and even so much since writing this, lol.
Oh I got the attunement, or rather I was told i did, didnt bother with that lady in the end although she gave me angel attunement, but a loveely lady on ebay attuned me for free, she so sweet, so considerate, so caring, Violet whats your name on ebay? lol.
Yeh bless her, shes so sweet, but yeh I dotn know fi I am attuned, lol, she said its worked but apparently I was heavy resistance untill our hogher selves got involved, lol. But yeh i duno how to use it, etc. Havnt a clue what she even attuned me to, usiu etreiki?
Mean while I bough loads of healing off ebay, and spent alot of money on it. It has kinda worked, I also pulled my muscles so whiplash injury was killing me last few weeks another reason i havnt been here so sorry if I havnt replied etc.
V how do you know i have dead relatives around me? lol. I know my nan is about, apparently she wants to talk to me somewhere but im not sure why there. Or how there, eg im prity sure if she could show herself to me she would.
I am gettign intune with spirit, although eye meditation and all else is less, lol. I think I got to the point where I dont care! EG, I am doing well, I will succceed and One day ill be helping others. I know its gona happen now, just a matter of time, it cant be stopped, thats it!
Oh the cats still a weirdo, but I am chille dout with it now, eg now she dotn wana come in and eat fine, sit outside and starve! lol. no really im not that bad, know ones about at mo but me and she dont come in when im here if i put food out the other cat (who we also feed isnt ours call it tommy (who I gave acollar to and 3 4 days later the owners took it off!) and he eats her food, also when his aroudn she dont come in! But for some reason when his around she always wants to go out!