Is this my spirit guide?

Lulu wrote:No the 'appraisal' I had consisted of the medium reading my aura and telling me about myself. This was pretty spot on but quite general I suppose. I had a pale pink, yellow and pale blue aura.

This meant that I have some ability but it needs to be developed as it was in the early stages.

She then told me that my grandmother is one of my guides. There was no mention of my father, who passed over before my grandmother.(A sceptic would say that at the age of 44 one wouldn't expect me to have lost my father 18 years ago) I was very close to him and still miss him.

skye wrote:

Lulu wrote:Thanks for your help.

I am normally quite sceptical especially when money is mentioned lol. That's why i asked if mac thought I was being taken for a ride.

I approached a spiritual church to have a reading but couldn't get one arranged due to time/work comitments (mine and the mediums) so i searched the internet and found Susan Leybourne I e mailed her. (Sorry for mentioning names) We had a telephone conversation in which she said the experiences I am having mean that I am a meduim. She said I need to find a development circle.

So back I went to the spiriualist church. The put me in contact with Jenni Gomes to talk about a development circle. (I didn't even know what one of these was) She arranged to see me last weekend and gave me what she called a spiriutal appraisal. The result of which was that I am a meduim. I need to see ehr again for private training (at a cost of £30) and I can then join the development circle.

I haven't attended a spiritual church. I don't really want to, I'm not Christian. Jenni told me that spiritualism is a religion. I'm already confused about religion (see my other post).

I just don't know what to do. I agree with Skye I thought the spirits themselves would 'develop' me i that's what they want.

Lulu, I will let mac tell you about Spiritualism, he does it more eloquently than I ever could.

On a personal note, I wouldn't hand over any money but this is a decision you yourself have to make.

mac wrote:

mac wrote:

Thank you for your compliment but I suspect that we're not actually speaking about Spiritualism in Lulu's situation. I agree with your comment about money but as you also say that's up to Lulu.

Lulu wrote:Thanks to all for your replies. I was joining in the conversation but for some reason my posts didn't show up.

I wanted to say sorry about the typo's. I know its called a spiritualist church I made an error because I was trying to type quickly.

I've descided not to attend the development classes. I'd rather leave it and see what/ if anything develops itself.

Lulu wrote:That's very interesting.

I was quoted £30 for one to one sessions. I would need maybe two of these to 'prepare' me to attend the classes. Whatever that meant i'm not sure. Then £20 each session once a month, which would be in a group of 10 people, including myself, to take place in Huntingdon spiritualist Church. The sessions would last 6 hours each time with a break for lunch.

Lulu wrote:That's very interesting.

I was quoted £30 for one to one sessions. I would need maybe two of these to 'prepare' me to attend the classes. Whatever that meant i'm not sure. Then £20 each session once a month, which would be in a group of 10 people, including myself, to take place in Huntingdon spiritualist Church. The sessions would last 6 hours each time with a break for lunch.

Lulu wrote:That's very interesting.

I was quoted £30 for one to one sessions. I would need maybe two of these to 'prepare' me to attend the classes. Whatever that meant i'm not sure. Then £20 each session once a month, which would be in a group of 10 people, including myself, to take place in Huntingdon spiritualist Church. The sessions would last 6 hours each time with a break for lunch.

Lulu wrote:A few years ago I was taking my car out of the garage , one morning preparing to drive to work. As I looked in the rear view mirror, I saw a man standing on the drive way behind me. I stopped the car and got out so I could ask him what he wanted. Before I could speak to him, he disappeared.

It was a normal bright day, not dark and I had seen him clearly.

Sometime later I saw him again and I have seen him several times since. Sometimes I see him at night or sometimes during the day. I think I even saw him sitting in my car, but before I can get close to him or speak, he disappears.

He looks like he is real, like he has substance, not see through. I would describe him as being very tall, over 6 feet and very thin. He always wears a black cloak or some kind of coat with a hood. I can’t see his feet or face clearly but he has pale skin and long black hair. He reminds me of a cross between a monk and count Dracula. His description sounds quite scary but I’m not at all frightened of him, in fact he makes me feel peaceful and calm.

The reason I am writing is because my mother has now seen him in my bedroom at night and she gave me a perfect description of him. I want to find out who he is, and would like to communicate with him but I don’t know how? could he be a spirit guide? If so would my mother have been able to see him? If not then who is he? I have lived in different houses so its not a ghost associated with the house.

I tried the meditation to contact a spirit guide but I either lose concentration or fall asleep. A friend said it sounds like a Russian or East European priest.  

Can someone help please?


LOL he sounds just like my spirit guide herard!. Does he have a soft deep voice that is slightly raspy kind of? and does he look like he is in his early 20s? maybe 23ish?.I highly doubt it could be him but i figured i would ask.The black cloak , the hair , and the fact that he was a priest sounds just like my guide and the fact that he makes you peaceful and calm sounds like him too even so he is dark looking .My guide is a priest of the god lugh though so i could be wrong. He does really remind me of my guide herard though it would be cool if it was him. :)

AngelGoddess wrote:

Lulu wrote:A few years ago I was taking my car out of the garage , one morning preparing to drive to work. As I looked in the rear view mirror, I saw a man standing on the drive way behind me. I stopped the car and got out so I could ask him what he wanted. Before I could speak to him, he disappeared.

It was a normal bright day, not dark and I had seen him clearly.

Sometime later I saw him again and I have seen him several times since. Sometimes I see him at night or sometimes during the day. I think I even saw him sitting in my car, but before I can get close to him or speak, he disappears.

He looks like he is real, like he has substance, not see through. I would describe him as being very tall, over 6 feet and very thin. He always wears a black cloak or some kind of coat with a hood. I can’t see his feet or face clearly but he has pale skin and long black hair. He reminds me of a cross between a monk and count Dracula. His description sounds quite scary but I’m not at all frightened of him, in fact he makes me feel peaceful and calm.

The reason I am writing is because my mother has now seen him in my bedroom at night and she gave me a perfect description of him. I want to find out who he is, and would like to communicate with him but I don’t know how? could he be a spirit guide? If so would my mother have been able to see him? If not then who is he? I have lived in different houses so its not a ghost associated with the house.

I tried the meditation to contact a spirit guide but I either lose concentration or fall asleep. A friend said it sounds like a Russian or East European priest.  

Can someone help please?


LOL he sounds just like my spirit guide herard!. Does he have a soft deep voice that is slightly raspy kind of? and does he look like he is in his early 20s? maybe 23ish?.I highly doubt it could be him but i figured i would ask.The black cloak , the hair , and the fact that he was a priest sounds just like my guide and the fact that he makes you peaceful and calm sounds like him too even so he is dark looking .My guide is a priest of the god lugh though so i could be wrong. He does really remind me of my guide herard though it would be cool if it was him. :)