WmBuzz71 Mon Aug 05, 2013 11:31 am
I was given a spirit of one of my past lives, a great Indian warrior from the Black Foot Nation, a plains tribe. I realized this when I was sitting in front of a fire, the fire literally came alive. I heard the drums and music coming from within, it gave me an urge to sing and dance around the fire. I don't know nothing about the Indian language, and thier rituals, but there was something that wanted to rise out of me. When I started to sing with the music in my head, I felt like I was crying along with singing. It felt like I was feeling the sorrows of Mother Earth. Next day the same energy that wanted to rise, was still there, so I took a walk in the bush and started to sing. When I was letting that song out, I was just in tears, couldn't stop crying, the sorrow was immense. I guess I need to learn cry before I learn to sing, and to learn to dance before I learn to fight. I have never in my life had I experienced something so powerful that had so much meaning as to who I am, and what I could be. It's the feeling of love for the world that we live in, and inspiration of whats in my heart.
Now! the time is getting closer where I take the plunge beneath the emotional waters, to make peace with my little big guy down there, and teach him a thing or two about the self satisfaction of learning to help others and not hurting others.
I wish you all well on your spiritual journey, and never doubt your messages that your are given to from up above, even if they seem unrealistic. Having faith is a very powerful tool to make your dreams come true.