internal bleeding

I was in an accident and I had a sever back injury that had internal bleeding.  I had to crawl on the floor for about a week.  I denied medical attention because it was a volley with my pride.  Something grabbed my attention and I stood up sharply.  There was a dark moment of silence and everything started to become dark.  It was so silent that I could not hear anything and it was like looking at my kitchen at dusk in the moonlight.  There was a strange feeling of energy that grew from my base of my spine and traveled to the back of my shoulders.  I strange humming sound and buzzing feeling grew intense throughout my back and I had this sinking feeling I was going to die.  It was too silent.  I thought I was going to fall over dead and after a few more moments the humming and buzzing went away and I went back to my knees because the pain became too intense to stand up.  The recovery was nasty because there was a pocket in my muscles that popped a few weeks after and I am not telling where it was.. okay it was my "bum".  It was nasty, but at least I know how tough the human body is.

I take it easy and stay out of dangerous paths, but I do have this sixth sense on discovering people's personalities and it bothers me because they coil up their emotions like a snake and want to strike with their smiteful words. I just want to hug them because they are lacking a good mother.

I hope you are ok, Avian....hugs to youXXX

Hi Avianscepter that definitely sounds like a near death experience.

but I do have this sixth sense on discovering people's personalities and it bothers me because they coil up their emotions like a snake and want to strike with their smiteful words.

What an incredibly accurate description of someone who is hurting very badly emotionally.

I just want to hug them because they are lacking a good mother.

It seems you have empathy for others who are suffering.