I did not wear the color red for a while so I started to wear red and I got into fluorescent colors like orange and yellow. Why? I do not know but I had this dream when I was sick with the flu that I was sitting on the ground in a cave with strange plant life. I was using this strange apparatus with my hands. There were fluorescent plants that lit the path ways of the cave. There was an idea that the apparatus was supposed to light my way in the underworld when I die. I guess like a watchman in the woods that carried a lantern to light their path on the trails with. I did not notice but I did not eat for two days straight and I felt so light headed that I could have just stayed in bed waiting for something. I guess it would be a sense of gravity or a burst of energy but I think I could have wasted away if I did not pull myself out of bed in a drenched sweat and visited the near by place to eat something because I did not have any food left. That was not depression that was a sickness that felt like hell. Anyways I like fluorescent colors now because they are difficult to create on the computer without some expensive tool available. There is some type of strange stored energy in luminescence because it is light but it glows with an active radiation. The basic one is fire but this is different. Maybe the secret is with pastels too. I hate working with pastels because it is just messy chalk.
