Lynn Mon Mar 07, 2011 4:43 am
Panda wrote: Lynn wrote: Panda wrote:Alrighty, thanks you two. I feel rather stupid right now though. I'm not used to anything like this. Yesterday was my very first anything encounter.
Hello
Never ever feel stupid for asking questions. We have all been there in that place of starting to learn about things around us.
For so many year's I growing up I knew that I talked with and saw "Two" regular (what I thought were Ghosts) around me that I much later learned were me Guides.
Lynn
Thank you very much, Lynn. It's really interesting how you found out that your guide wasn't a ghost. How did you find that out if I may ask?
That is a good question. From the age of 6 I have memories of Spirits being around me. Hearing them and seeing them. To most parents they are "imaginary friends" and one grows out of them . Too being that I be 48 year's old the time were not OPEN to say one's child see's the "dead" I know me Dad was well right to tell me never to talk on it and I listened well to that. Too it lead me down a hard road of growing up. I too embrace that path now as it made me simply me.
I was 16 and I was going to take me life. I had a devine intervention come to me. A teacher / coucellor whom was also a Medium started to explain to me what was going on. That I was not mental. When I talked about whom I saw and how I saw them it came clear two were Guides with me not Spirits. They were diferent on many levels. Too at that time I was not willing or in the place to really learn a lot about such things. Family would not have supported that path.
When I really connected to them was about 18 years' of age when I was free from home and I could learn about what I was more and whom I was. I too did not understand why I had two such different one's.
On is a Black Witch she practiced in the Dark Crafts and have a Budda Master. So there is that place of balance I had to draw from. While I did take a dark path starting at 13 and endeing at 21 with me NDE event. I too was never permittied to go too far. The night I had the NDE I was going to finish a path of something very dark. I had been given signs to change that path. I did not choose to listen. So a lesson was given.
I embrace fully that NDE I had, as I know it was a message to change and it was a message to understand WHOM I was, and what I was to do with it all. To find that blance in the Light and the Dark.
Guides are differnt from Spirits in the way for me I hear them. Wiht a Spirit I hear them as I would most times a human talking to me, I might well to see them or sence their pressence. I at times let them speak througth me, using Automatic Writting. With me Guides's I feel the message more internally and I put that forth in word if need be. Comes down to I guess knowing that gutt feeling and not letting the brain control what I get.
We all have Guides I feel persoanlly they are assigned to us at the time of concetption but to not come active til our Spirit is in tack and we take our first breath.
Lynn