Hello Joe, some one told me to write you this message and I don´t know who so I hope it helps you.
Angels exist but not to guide you. Each person has link to a different and specific High being, we call angels.
Each of us have different paths. Each being is linked to that High energy. We must respect believe and study what and why we where put here, on this earth, some of us have quests other are just here till they are needed. Some are put to destroy other are put here to rule and few are here to understand and learn. Lessons are hard some times, some even ignore or just don't want to believe in what life really is. I use to be a person that had no quest and was just floating around until I felt I had to do something, that feeling took me 18 years to understand e study it, now I´m proud and at peace with my self, I made a promise to understand every single person even the hardest of them all, it´s like entering there thoughts and I immediately understand their thoughts, witch makes it simple or hard to understand. Without them knowing I study every movement and eye contact witch lets me enter what they thinking. I can change their day from black to white and show them how great their life is. If they feel that out of a all of the plp they´ve met, there is one tht understands them and brings them piece to their mind, my days quest is done.
Life is about understanding each other, once u feel how the world works and thinks, you will gain access to a higher form of thought and feelings, you will be able to feel your past and every second of it, you will feel your passed away friends,family and guardian. Some of us came to protect what still remains of a beautiful world and to experiment a new way of feeling,tastes,thoughts,destruction,love, accomplishment of peace. We are limited on this earth, it is not the only one that breathes life. We are part of a very big energy that brings life too all beings.
I am limited to communicate with other passed away beings from other plp but i receive only some times messages. But I have the previlage of having a constant contact with all my passed away family and animals, It breaks my heart to know they ok, and I´m here... and I cant hug them witch is all I feel like doing, but in some way they send me their feelings and thoughts, and the tears just fall like rain falling from the sky and cleaning the air, that's how I feel... clean inside and I know that tomorrow I will have the best day ever. I have a special gift and i use it well, it completes me and I feel no emptiness in my heart and mind. I have no wish to be rich, famous, sad or poor, thanks for Mother Nature for letting me be here, because she is one part of that beautiful energy that we belong too. Every day I say thank your for my food, friends and for my life. So I use my life to hear and help others just by understanding them. Some have no cure others do, the ones that don't know why they where put here one day when their terrestrial life is over they will understand and change, some will need to return to feel life again and to be better. Each cycle of life is a lvl, witch we pass, each life time, is a quest that is given to us. But Like I said before, some have no quest and are here to feel life again so they wont get lost. Thats why some plp say "I don't know what to do I feel empty" Thats why some Medium have and important quest of filling that emptiness so that person (being) can find he´s feelings and live life day by day without getting lost. Then a day shall come when he will be needed.
We are like a network, some are guardians, others transmitters, few are healers, and very few are listeners witch change plp life's by 1 simple day.
Each person that is born has a option or a promise that he can make for he´s life time. I choose 21 years ago a promise that I would understand and help just for a few moments people (plp) and make their day better than the passed day. I choose to help the plp that are ignored and put on the side. I am Neutral to every one, my thoughts and feelings do not influence my quest, I´m still not at 100% I am still learning to control my thoughts and behavior and spiritual energy, but there will be a day to come that I will get there and it is close... I do not fear Death or Life, but feel I was put here forced and that i still cant explain why... I feel that I miss being on the spiritual side and only 30 years of earth time has passed. I already feel and know I wont be here long, and i know how I will go, and does´nt scare me. I only have one WISH, to go back to my dear old friends that are in a better place than me. Every day I wish I could be with them... I have a Son that was born 2 years ago, and the light in him is very strong, and hard to take down, he will be a strong person when he grows up and also determined to live a new experience, I already know who he´s guardian is... and she is so beautiful.
I have a wife witch I don't consider here my soul mate but I feel that I have unconditional love for here like she was some one I ´ve known for centuries. But I do feel That I must be with her every single day, because if it wasn't for me, she would have parted along time ago, she has given up life, bc of all here problems, but slowly she has learn t allot from my being, and she is much stronger then a few years back, she has learn´t to fight back for her life. She doesn't know but she has a mission in her life, that she must finish. That's where I come in, I support here, like if i was a brick wall that stops her from falling.
She was put on this earth to help with no retribuite. It´s a lesson she has to learn, I feel that here past life shes suicided her self bc she didnt understand, and now shes back and she must prove her self that she can doo the impossible, suffer and rise as a strong being. She has given up 3 times in this life time, but nothing happnd bc I was right next to her. The feeling is like you holding your soldier so they can continue their battle for life.
Her quest is simple, but she does´nt want to believe (Helping others, without asking nothing in return).
Not many plp have that quest, it´s hard, some take advantage, others ignore and some feel (what a good friend I have).
So we all are a network, linked to each other, we are here to live, feel, understand, help and teach the importance of life. Every single culture has it´s own believes, but we all are linked to one energy, LIFE is what makes us so important, and our true home is the spiritual world where we all live in peace, where all beings meet where the main thought that's passes through our light is Friendship and Love.
So Joe, don't feel lost because bc you have found your life, I feel you know the reason why you are still alive in this earth, so look into your mind, what do you desire most for the world before you take the next step, back to your spiritual life.
Tomorrow go out of your house, and look up to the sky make a promise, then look down on to the ground and say "I know what I feel and I know what I must doo" then on the right of you house touch that Tree and say "Thank you for my life", you will get the sensation and the feeling that your life is full of energy, use it well Joe.
I have made a thought for you, and tomorrow you will feel what I´m feeling. You will understand life better than the past days.
Sleep well, your friend is watching over you, he is calm and he will guide you thru your days and thoughts.
And one day you two will meet, but not yet...
So live Joe LIVE UNTIL YOU ARE CALLED.
May you be in peace, Joe
Signed : Alexander
P.s Sorry for my writing but I´m not English.
This is the message some one wanted me to send you : LIVE JOE, LIVE
